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last day of school!!

2007-10-11T05:24:00.000-07:00

"DING DONG"..this is not my door bell..is my school bell ringing..today was the last day of school for 2007...feeling is different form normal school day..

i felt the sadness in my heart however everyone was shtill putting on a smile on thier face..i believe they also felt sad..Class 5C is a class with lots of unity..we doing things together..play, eat, study, shop...alot more...i really dun wish to end this type of life so fast..i will miss them..

tml still going to school..ii believe i will cry and flood the hall..haha..im really proud to be 1 part of 5C..5C jia you!!!

i miss my dear dear a lot a lot..we didnt meet for 5 or 6 days le ba...she having exam..luckily..over le..but she still have a lot of things to do..dear sorry lo..dun hve much time to pei u cos got studies ans my class a lot of things..sorry..

i really very happy to have her as my girlfriend..SHE IS THE BEST!!!

score 2 goals

2007-07-18T08:08:00.000-07:00

today is wednesday..haha..got pe..each week exp of weekend, i am always looking forword today wed..cos of PE lo..haha..today play football..final score 2-0..my class win..haha..i score that 2 goals..haha..but this need team work..thanks for mm team mate lo..YAO MING, BRYAN,SIMON,POH LEONG,ZHUNG XUN..haha..we are still unbeaten..li hai ba...5C study not good..but play is the best hor..haha..

today playing football that time fall down..ok la..nothing happened but bleed a bit only..haha..but will still pain la..for the moment only..haha..

jus now went to PARKWAY with dear to take her phone..haha..i remember her IC no leh..haha...then after that went to her house for dinner..wow..her mummy today cook a lot of things..saw dear eat till so happy i also feel happy..haha...but befor that dear very tired..then never talk much..mood jiu a bit swing la..wish her could have enough sleep lo..

dear:i love u alway..i love to her your voice..i love to see ur smile =)

yeah!everything going fine

2007-07-16T06:56:00.000-07:00

yeah..everything goes back to normal..now dear dear and i are fine..haha..very happy..we are fine at the night of 14th july 2007..

i saw her during the nite..but we never talk..i was still angry with her at the point of time..then i jus never care about her..but ltr i think that "jus let it be la..already over le.." then i jiu go to the third level to find her..but she didnt can and find me to talk..then fire came back..i then juswent home without tolding her..then i went out to meet wen sheng and yu heng cos ltr want to go play pool ma..

im angry with her but my hart still very pain..while i was on the way to take traing, dear friend sms me..and ask me what happened..so i told her everything la..but i still dun care..i was so mad man..theni go to MS to meet HENG n SHENG..then i was very sad..dunnoe what to do..then after i think that is not good to dun tell her where i go..cos i scare things in the past happened again..so i call melissa cos dear photo take to repair..then i talk to DEAR..she was cring..when i hear it..my heart was...i dunnoe how to sad..like very sad like this...cos i think i made her cry..so my mind was blank i dunnoe what to do..

i think and i want to go home to find her so i told HENG n SHENG that i want go home..then i quickyly dash down to the street to take a cab..but there was no cab and i was running out of time..so i jump into the road try to get a cab but still cant get it..so i though off getting the train..

HENG and SHENG pei me run from SUNTECT to CITY-LINK then TO CITY HALL MRT STATION..i feel sorry to them..make them run with me..then i reach EUNOS i quickly run back to my house to take the balloon..and quickly go to melissa house..

my shirt was wet and i cant get my breath and sstand infront of her..give her the balloon and say a lot of things..(this 1 dun have to tell u all la..)

jus like this everything get fine..haha..VERY THANKS TO HUI JUAN, QUI YU,MELISSA,YU HENG AND WENSHENG..really thanks to them a lot..thank you..

black 14/07/2007

2007-07-14T00:24:00.000-07:00

i dont feel the different between balck friday and today..things are getting worst..my mood is getting worst!!

today is 14/07/2007..is the 9th month after dear and i get together..today actually should ba mine..but now im at home..how about she??with her friens at home happily playing...then me??the fire in my heart jus cant get down..this is not the first time already..9 months..for the past 9 months..there will be something on on our 14..why..why everything must be set at this date..

today he friends find her to do project..jus cant she tell them to push it back to tml and is a sunday..why..i jus feel that her friends is much important then me..why??..why will like this leh..i noe..sometime she do have put me up front..but she jus put it on the wrong day..i had asked my beo to take some ballon from his company..jus to give her the surprise..i plan to meet er at a place and giv her..but now..ballon is really no use..i really very sad..i dunnoe how to over come it..i feel like letting it out but i cant find a place to do so..

she jus now given me a call..ask me how to use PSP to play with the other party..what does this means??...she have done her work and SHE PLAYING..what the fuck is this..i m really mad le..

LOVER HUG

2007-07-12T07:42:00.000-07:00

we took it at E.C.P....haha..i love it a lot...dont u all think that this is like taking the wedding photo..haha..very nice ba..

i name this photo as (LOVER HUG)..this means two very lovely lover will hug together and carry on with their life..no matter is on land or on water..they 2 will face the trouble together..

so this is called (LOVER HUG) ..

10/07/2007

2007-07-10T07:13:00.000-07:00

so long le..so long never come and blog le..haha..

today nothing much happened la..only after school my class 5C they all playing "KFC"..haha..this is start by our clas de...haha..very fun..i dunnoe how to use words to tell out how this game is played..but u all can go to my class blog to take a look when it is being up load..haha..only bryan..he play till a big hole at the plants..haha..very funny..i think got video ba..haha..

today never saw dear..miss her a lot..keep looking on the photo which is on my phone wallpaper..haha..really very nice..but i dun have it in my com..if have i will up load to show to the whole world..haha..i love i a lot..haha..

today got a good news..dear dear chinese MYE get A..haha..happy for her..she very li hai ba..haha...

jus now went to bank in some money into my bank..i then noe i only left..$??...like this in my bank..OMG..im broke..no more money le..hai..die liao..next time go out dunnoe can eat what..i think only can eat grass and drink wind ba..haha...nevermind..now can save some money..then next time go out jiu can use le..haha..

school re-open

2007-06-26T04:24:00.000-07:00

today is the second day of school after the june hoilday..still dun have the mood of studying..but today after tuition..have a bit le..haha..cos during tuition..i did math..the K is a constent..haha..i noe how to do le..

we got a new time table..chinese period get lesser..and english lesson got so much..but still ok la..english still wont be so boring..haha..PE teacher changed..cos MR LIM dunnoe go where..then change an old man..still dunnoe how will his PE goes..haha..tml jiu noe le..cos tml jiu got PE..hoilday homework GEO n SS i didnt do..haha..dunnoe want to do not..haha..got then feeling then do ba..tml like got CIP..going to collect newspaper..haha..like 2 years ago??i think..wish it would be fun..haha..

3 days never see dear already..miss her so much..she having her MYE..so let her study..tml jiu finish le..after tml jiu can see her lo..haha..wish to see her now!!!i think she working very hard ba..she told me that she had done some mistake in the paper..wish that her paper will not fail..dear in the past keep getting good result..soemtime when she get bad result..she will be very sad de..i dun wish to see dear sad...but i cannot do anything only to make wish for her that her result will be good..

actually wanted to read the GEO de..but go into the wed..wow..long para sia..sian!!then forget it la..dun read..haha..

ok la..off to write another blog ba..my class blog..haha..

DADDY:can u help me to guard dear that her EXAM will pass..thank you..

a day at home

2007-06-19T04:19:00.000-07:00

today..tue 19/06/07..didnt went to any where..stay in home from morning till nite..only during dinner time then go out and eat only..haha.today dear dear hove to go school...and her test is going to start soon le..so she at home studying..so she nv pei me..haha..

yesterday nite came home at 2 plus..went to jacky there and after that went to play pool wiht jun hao,yao ming,yu, heng,jacky,wen sheng..wow!!..really have a great nite with them..they all very good in playing pool lo..haha..see my class studies not good..but still got some thing is good de hor..haha..

ok la..stop here..go and play game le..byebye..

sorry for making u sad dear.i wont do it again le..love u always!!

its monday..last week of hoilday

2007-06-17T23:15:00.000-07:00

its monday..today woke up early and goes to school for a math re-test..haha..i didnt study at all..so i think the result is going to not very good ba..haha..to me the paper a bit had la..a lot of Q i dunnoe how to do..after that then go to eat mac breakfast with YU HENG,JUN HAO,WEN SHENG,CHENG FU..actually wanted to eat KFC de..but still early jus 10 plus KFC haven open yet..

yesteday went to aiport twice..morning went to sent yan xi off..she went to HONG KONG..wow!!i also wish to go HONG KONG with dear dear..haha..then after that jiu go to dear house to watch DVD..very tired cos the night before cant sleep..then after watching jiu go to take a nap lo..5 plus jiu go to airport again..this time went there to see my wushu team mate..they went CHINA for training..i actually should go with them de..but i didnt go..cos this year O lvl so i stop wushu le..so cannot go competition with them..went im in airport..i feel very sad..really a bit regret..i should not drop my wushu..nvm la..already drop le..they took a long time to come out from inside..haha..then after that i went to my god ma house..got BBQ..haha..

ltr going out lo..jacky ask me go out..haha..dear coming along..i miss daer so much..9h+ didnt see her le..ltr jiu can lo..haha..

09/06/2007

2007-06-08T22:57:00.000-07:00

Its SAT..but im at home!!..haha..normally i will go out with dear de..but today she mnot free..so..i jiu stay at home lo..nv go out with friends...haha..at home nothing to do..so boring..jus now went to see our CLASS 5C blog..wow..not bad..although is normall..but i think is still very nice..haha..

a few days ago..dear lost the ring i gave her..she very sad..really..she cry..my heart were so sad..we looked around city hall,city link,marine square.but i could not find it..she was very dissapointed..she so sad..we dont even noe when it gone missing..im useless..i counld not find it back for dear..and let her feel so sad..i dunnoe how to cool her down..

now she is fine..but we will still think back of the missing ring..i bought a new pair of ring..the old 1 will have to keep..wish sh will like it very much...

dear:the ring lost le never mind lo..dun think of it le..its ok tat u lost the ring..ut u didnt lost me..i will still always be by ur side..u must hold me tight lo..cannot lost me lo..haha..love u always..

hoilday!!

2007-05-29T04:21:00.000-07:00

yesterday took my Olvl CHINESE paper le..a bit hard la..but i think passing is still not a prob.but is only what will be the grade is only..still have to wait for months till the result will be out..can't wait to see it..but now also cannot do anything le..paper is dunnoe at where le..haha

hoilday le..but still have to keep going to school..so i have no different to normal school life..a lot of homework to do..will finish it..i really wish to do well in my O lvl..haha..today went to school for lesson..so boring..2h faceing the same teacher..sian..but also cannot do anything ma..right??..

yesterday went out with dear dear and her freinds..walk the whole afternooon..haha...but fun la..haha..can with dear whole day..haha..at nite then go home..today nv see her..miss her a lot..now hoilday also cannot see her everyday..hai..

today 29/05/2007 is my father death date..5 years le..5 years without him..really do miss him..dunnoe how is he think 5 years..look at him photo..still can remember thoes days when he still around..now if he is still a life..i think he will be very happy ba..my bro and i were all grown up..wish him will have a happy time in the other world..

daddy:i miss u a lot..why u leaves us so early..i still remeber that day u went off and u didnt come back..its been a hard time for us..wish u willl be fine..i love u daddy!! ='(

hurting!!

2007-05-21T08:30:00.000-07:00

my heart feel very sad..really..this feeling was different for others..it was hurt badly..really..=,(

it might jus a few lines of words..but it could have a big impact..i couldnt get into my sleep..i keep thinking of the few lines you said..its really hard to get over..i think my mood for tml wil be a very bad one..my heart really feel very sad..hai..i really dunnoe what to say..my mind was mass up..

not i dun try..i do try..but i didnt show it..i jus like to show the cheerful and happy-go-lucky zheng jie to u all..study..i will but is not infront of u all..study is not to show..why should i show it to other that i have study..but the result is not the result u all want..i do try..but it jus came as bad as i didnt study..WHY???..

ha..i dunnoe what i writing..things jus get harder..

i will prove it to u..i will throw it all in for my chinese..to prove it to u that there is still hope in me!!

sunday

2007-05-20T06:09:00.000-07:00

so long nv blog le..last week having exam..haha.now all over le lo..but i only pass my chinese..all fail..how m i going to take my O LVL leh??..i also thinking..hai..but only got 1 ans..study lo..right??..

jus now went to find dear dear..today nv go where..cos she have a lot of test this coming week..so let her study lo..jus now go fins her also got bring my book along hor..also got study a bit..then later jiu go to street market with her sis..but somethibngs jiu sent her to her aunt house then i jiu go home le..so today nv go ny where..need to wait till sat then can see dear again..i will miss her bedly..i sure..

ysterday went to bugis with dear venice n HJ..they go thre to find their bag..yesterday also nv pei dear much..she had things to ddo in the morning and afternoon..so only at nite then free lo..yesterday MAN U loss..they should win de..but their luck is jus not too good..nvm..they still the EPL CHAM...so is ok la..haha

now 9.17pm le..nothing to do..bag pack le..jus waitting to call dear whenshe get home..hai..6 days to go then week end..wish it could be fast..i dunnoe how m i going to live for the 6 days..im missing dear now..hai...

dear..i will love u same as the past..u are my only love..I LOVE U DEAR!!...Z(J+Q)

SADED!!

2007-05-11T08:55:00.000-07:00

hai...im sad!!..my heart really feel very sad...=(

now is the period for mid year exam..today taken geo..i had not enough time to write!!!..i still want to write some more de..but ltr teacher scold..hai..in the afternoon went to play bamintain(sorry..i dunnoe how to spell it..)..we paly for around 2 hours plus..very tired..my leg like going to brk le...dear and HJ n QY come to meet us..(this time i got write hor)..but they play a while jiu go le..then we finish le jiu go eat mac lo..then after that go to dear house..didnt sit for long..but i noe a bad news..dear family have a dinner tml for mother's day..but i already meet her cos my family also have a dinner too..this really pull my mood down...hai..then go to TM..pei dear and venice to shop a while to shop a while to wait for dear firneds..also not a good day..my leg is pain but i stll have to walk from 1 building to another..what the F***..jus because a disc..hai.my blood was boilling man..but sorry to venice..cos she also pei me walk here and there..and she still have to see my "black face"...dun talk about this le la..then after that sent venice home and dear stay with her friends then i jiu go home le..

jus now talk to dear..she very tired..i also dunnoe why..haha..may be cos of school ba..hai..we also got talk about tml..but the in the end..she will go over to her family side..i said it de..is a mother's day dinner..i dun wish she miss it with her mother..so have to let her go..i really very sad because of this..jus now Bryan called me..wanted to tell him..but i keep it to myself..but i really wish to say it out to someone..but i cant find 1 to do so..both of us is really bad luck,cos this is not the first time le..our family things will everytime crush tgt de..i also dunnoe why..now is still a ? wether tml can see her not..i miss her alot..i really wish she could be wth me..but..hai...i really very sad..my heart really feel painful..=,(

finish my detention!!

2007-05-02T03:18:00.000-07:00

haha..yeah!!i finish my 3 days of detention..haha..dun have to waste my time to sit it the hall..haha..but i will do my work there la..haha..but now i can make use of my time to go and find dear dear le..haha..jus now bought the E-PASS..like this take bus dun need money..actually also the same ma..is only 1 u pass first one more is when u take then u pay..haha..all still have to pay..haha..

today our english teacher tell us..our english paper the sec4 express didnt did it very well..hai..like this i think i also die le la..like this how leh??..this morning raining then so cold..haha..to nite got MAN U match leh..hah..want to watch...haha..must wake up at2.45am..cannot miss it ah..MAN U GO!!!haha..

today cannot see dear cos nv go and find her..miss her a lot..wish weekend can come soon..hoilday where are u??..EH!!!i saw it..only 26 days away only..haha..but also i taking my O LEVEL CHINESE PAPER le..haha..wish can be good ba..haha..

DEAR:I LOVE U a lot..still go 12 days lo!!

its a loong time nv blog le..

2007-04-30T21:19:00.000-07:00

so long never blog le..cos my com down..so cannot blog..a lot of things happened during this period of time..but things have past jiu let it be ba...jiu dun talk about it le..now so happy..got com to use again le..cos my brother take it to his friend to repair it..now everything is newe..but my photo of the past has all gone..=( ..photo taken during the time that i just noe dear..photo of the past of my competition..photo of the past few years CHINESE NEW YEAR..all jus gone..but nvm la..jus slowly built up the again with this com..

today hoilday..but cannot pei dear very long..later she have to go to her ah house..so today only can pei a while only..really feel very sad..hai..when??..when then i can see her everyday when i open my eyes..hold our hand together and go to the market..i think still have to wait very long..

ok la..i have to go le..now go bath then go meet dear..so miss her..byebye!!

i'm so tired!!

2007-04-12T04:10:00.000-07:00

Im so tired!!..feel like sleeping..but is still to eraly..only 7 plus..now go nice show to watch..jiu come and blog lo..haha..today have PE..haha..do sit up first then jiu go play football..haha..5-5..is a draw..i score 3 goals.. =) ..haha..so happy..may be because dun have loss ba..haha..then got so tired..Jason de phone gone missing le..then he told his parent and they told to my teacher..end up..a searching is carry out in the class by our principal..evryone got a shock!!..now i then noe everyone in my class got a phone leh..haha..my class rich ba...haha..cos she ask we all to take it out ma..then everyone table all have 1..haha..but we also can't find Jason phone..so too bad..haha..

after school jiu go to the hall the see my team competition..when i reach there..my team-mate told me that Eunice got a gold le..haha..wow..go happy..what a great improvement..haha...dun want say much about the competition la..haha..

now nothing to do le..so sian!!..go see others ppl de blog jiu can go play game le..haha..jiu end here ba..

DEAR:i so miss u..1 more day..1 more day jiu reach 14 April 2007 le..haha..looking toward to it..

I LOSE!!

2007-04-11T07:20:00.000-07:00

I lose..I Lose my nan gun competition...its my last day of competition and last wushu competition for 2007..but not a pretty ending for it..i really very sad..i cannot do what others wish me to do..but i let them down..just because of my 1 mistake..the gold jus slip through my hand..making the school lose 1 more gold..i really wish i could help my school to win the B BOY CHAMPION CUP back to our school..i now..my own wish gone..i belive my team-mate..will do this for me..they can still help the school to win it back..

I'm really very sad..thanks to dear for staying by my side to support me..also thanks to MRS TAY,MR ONG,MR & MRS CHEN,MY TEAM MATE,CLASS MATE,ALL MY FRIENDS..thanks for support me when i feel down..thanks alot..for what u all have done for me..

tml no more competition le..must study le...cannot find any more reason to relax le..jus throw all the unhappiness out of my head..and look forward..have to go and pack for tml de school back le..so many days dun have listen to teacher le..

DEAR..sorry lo..i got to much to say le..i over time..must forgive me lo..thank you..thank you for staying by my side..thank you for cheering me up when im sad..thank you for thinking for me..DEAR I LOVE U!!..u must stay happy lo..miss you alot!!..

end here le..good nite..10.54pm

competition day 2

2007-04-10T07:43:00.000-07:00

today very tired..sleep in class..dun feel like studying..haha..today is nan dao..still ok la..haha..i get first again..haha..i got 2 first le...but today hor..really get angry with my team mate..they dun have the no. tag also nv tell me..then when we are getting ready to go up for competition..then come and look for it..everyone jus get my scolding..they look aound the whold sch..then found it..hai..dun talk about it le..

today dear didnt come to watch my competition..a bit sad=( ..but never mind la..she is still in my heart..she is always with me..so jus think of her is already good enough..haha..after taking the 2 medals..went to Parkway to look for dear and her friends..the medals was so ugly..third prize de still look better then it..haha..then just shop around with them and meet my family for dinner after sending dear to the bus stop to take her bus home..

very tired le..want go sleep le..jus talking finish with dear over the phone..promise her that have to go to bed by 11.30pm..now the time is 11.27 le..going to reach le..so end here ba..good nite lo..

alvan sim
11.27pm

competition day 1

2007-04-09T07:02:00.000-07:00

Today 9-4-2007..starting of the inter-school wushu competition..the competition take place at my school hll..

In the morning,i went to school and go to the hall to train a while then go to lesson..nothing much in class..but is keep disturbdear by smsing her..haha..jus before the break..when i walking back to my seat..i sprain my leg again..wow!!..thats hurts man..i quickly ask jun hao to help me take some ice up..then after ice-ing it..then faster tape it lo..it recover very fast la..but still will feel pain..

During mah period..time getting closer and closer..i also getting more and more strees up...alot of noise coming from the hall..i was scare..cos i have a long period of break and did not train at all..so i told me teacher to let me out of the class to go to the hall to see the others..

i'm waiting for dear to msg me to tell me is she coming to see my competiton notcos she have a make up lesson..but i wait for long time..but my phone did not ring..so i went to warm up..at around 4 plus ba..if im not wrong..i saw dear and her friends..they came..till then..i then noe that dear actually did not have any make up lesson..but she lie to me..because to let me have a surprise..haha..

waited for so long..its my turn..i ready to go..i try my best to put up the best perform for the others..and i make it..i got a score og 8.61..and get the first..really need to thanks to everyone the shouted for me..and dear for shoing up to surport me..im so happy..haha..

ok la..im tired le..tml still have competiton..faster go sleep ba..but want to talk to dear first..tml then blog..haha..

really thanks for everything u have done for me..I LOVE U DEAR!!

competitio day 1

2007-04-09T07:01:00.000-07:00

I'm Sick!!

2007-04-08T07:54:00.000-07:00

so many days nv come and blog le..haha..cos im so busy till i nv use the com..but i got so much things to say..haha..but im still busy so i cut it short ba..haha..

6April2007..fri

it good friday..it is a hoilday..so it school-less..haha...meet dear 4pm at SIMEI MRT station.but im late..i reached at 4.05pm..but..i waited for around 15-20 mins..venice reached with her boyfriend then followed by dear..they went to their teachers house..so they are tgt..then we went to city-hall to shop..we eat mango ice at the hong kong cafe..very nice..haha..then shop a while..and sit outside the mall do nothing..6 plus we go to the MRt station again..venice BF go home..then we go to town..we meet ah yan and her bf then we eat ice cream..haha..(still got a lot more..but lazy to type..haha)

7 April2007..sat

i not feeeling very well..have a fever but still wake up to go for training..but i didnt traing much..so walk here and there to correct other ppl..then went home..fall a sleep while waiting for dear phone..but still call her back in time la..meet her at bu stop then we go parkway..we shop, sit and watch kids playing water..but i got a bad head pain and a bit fever..so we went home..dear took care of me the whole day..i lie on the bed and she took the towel with cold water and put on my head..soon i get better..haha..then we went to mrt to bring venice come my house for dinner..haha..aft dinner..we went to melissa house..my fever came back..dear do the same things too..haha..im so touch..she so caring..

8 April2007..sun

today not much things happend..im find now..we meet melissa for dinner at tampines hut de pizza hut for dinner then shope a while jiu go to dear house..then a while jiu go home le..

i noe my english not good..haha..dun keep laugh lo..haha..must be use to it lo..tml competition le..things not pack yet..now going to pack le..

i missing u badly here..wish u tml will be there..<3

2007-04-04T07:19:00.000-07:00

today nothing much happened in sch..but alot happened after sch..=)

after actually meet bryan and jun hao to Tampines to shop and eat de..but jus right after sch..bryan girlfriend ask him to go and find her..so he went..actually its alright la..cos i understand..haha..so only i and jun hao went..went to eat KFC..then went to shop..go to POPULAR to buy so paper to do things..=)..then jiu shop lo..

wanted to go to dear's sch to wait for her..but she end early..so i meet her at tampines inter-change..saw jeremy on the way..he with his friend so didnt chat much..but later wanted to look for him..he gone to watch movie..

meet dear to shop TM a while jiu sent her home le..she take away my ring..so now i dun have my ring with me!!feeling like something is missing on my hand..i also dunnoe why she take it away...haha..

today very happy la..got meet dear..so miss her..haha..need to wait till fri then can see her again..hai..sian..

ok la..going off..byebye..

5more days to go!!i missing u DEAR!!

at home!!

2007-04-02T07:18:00.000-07:00

jus came back from my uncle birthday dinner..eat alot..so full..actually i forgoten today is his birthday..after i recived a call from yanxi then i noe about it..didnt bought anything..so shard with them..

wanted to do something to my blog page..but i dunnoe how to do..so have to wait for help..should learn how to..but lazy..so get someone to help me..haha

dear dear jus called me..but i could not call her..mummy using the phone..so later then call..but its ok..she called me..haha..

off to talk to her le..bye bye..