"DING DONG"..this is not my door bell..is my school bell ringing..today was the last day of school for 2007...feeling is different form normal school day..

i felt the sadness in my heart however everyone was shtill putting on a smile on thier face..i believe they also felt sad..Class 5C is a class with lots of unity..we doing things together..play, eat, study, shop...alot more...i really dun wish to end this type of life so fast..i will miss them..

tml still going to school..ii believe i will cry and flood the hall..haha..im really proud to be 1 part of 5C..5C jia you!!!

i miss my dear dear a lot a lot..we didnt meet for 5 or 6 days le ba...she having exam..luckily..over le..but she still have a lot of things to do..dear sorry lo..dun hve much time to pei u cos got studies ans my class a lot of things..sorry..

i really very happy to have her as my girlfriend..SHE IS THE BEST!!!
today is wednesday..haha..got pe..each week exp of weekend, i am always looking forword today wed..cos of PE lo..haha..today play football..final score 2-0..my class win..haha..i score that 2 goals..haha..but this need team work..thanks for mm team mate lo..YAO MING, BRYAN,SIMON,POH LEONG,ZHUNG XUN..haha..we are still unbeaten..li hai ba...5C study not good..but play is the best hor..haha..

today playing football that time fall down..ok la..nothing happened but bleed a bit only..haha..but will still pain la..for the moment only..haha..

jus now went to PARKWAY with dear to take her phone..haha..i remember her IC no leh..haha...then after that went to her house for dinner..wow..her mummy today cook a lot of things..saw dear eat till so happy i also feel happy..haha...but befor that dear very tired..then never talk much..mood jiu a bit swing la..wish her could have enough sleep lo..

dear:i love u alway..i love to her your voice..i love to see ur smile =)
yeah..everything goes back to normal..now dear dear and i are fine..haha..very happy..we are fine at the night of 14th july 2007..

i saw her during the nite..but we never talk..i was still angry with her at the point of time..then i jus never care about her..but ltr i think that "jus let it be la..already over le.." then i jiu go to the third level to find her..but she didnt can and find me to talk..then fire came back..i then juswent home without tolding her..then i went out to meet wen sheng and yu heng cos ltr want to go play pool ma..

im angry with her but my hart still very pain..while i was on the way to take traing, dear friend sms me..and ask me what happened..so i told her everything la..but i still dun care..i was so mad man..theni go to MS to meet HENG n SHENG..then i was very sad..dunnoe what to do..then after i think that is not good to dun tell her where i go..cos i scare things in the past happened again..so i call melissa cos dear photo take to repair..then i talk to DEAR..she was cring..when i hear it..my heart was...i dunnoe how to sad..like very sad like this...cos i think i made her cry..so my mind was blank i dunnoe what to do..

i think and i want to go home to find her so i told HENG n SHENG that i want go home..then i quickyly dash down to the street to take a cab..but there was no cab and i was running out of time..so i jump into the road try to get a cab but still cant get it..so i though off getting the train..

HENG and SHENG pei me run from SUNTECT to CITY-LINK then TO CITY HALL MRT STATION..i feel sorry to them..make them run with me..then i reach EUNOS i quickly run back to my house to take the balloon..and quickly go to melissa house..

my shirt was wet and i cant get my breath and sstand infront of her..give her the balloon and say a lot of things..(this 1 dun have to tell u all la..)

jus like this everything get fine..haha..VERY THANKS TO HUI JUAN, QUI YU,MELISSA,YU HENG AND WENSHENG..really thanks to them a lot..thank you..
i dont feel the different between balck friday and today..things are getting worst..my mood is getting worst!!

today is 14/07/2007..is the 9th month after dear and i get together..today actually should ba mine..but now im at home..how about she??with her friens at home happily playing...then me??the fire in my heart jus cant get down..this is not the first time already..9 months..for the past 9 months..there will be something on on our 14..why..why everything must be set at this date..

today he friends find her to do project..jus cant she tell them to push it back to tml and is a sunday..why..i jus feel that her friends is much important then me..why??..why will like this leh..i noe..sometime she do have put me up front..but she jus put it on the wrong day..i had asked my beo to take some ballon from his company..jus to give her the surprise..i plan to meet er at a place and giv her..but now..ballon is really no use..i really very sad..i dunnoe how to over come it..i feel like letting it out but i cant find a place to do so..

she jus now given me a call..ask me how to use PSP to play with the other party..what does this means??...she have done her work and SHE PLAYING..what the fuck is this..i m really mad le..


so long le..so long never come and blog le..haha..

today nothing much happened la..only after school my class 5C they all playing "KFC"..haha..this is start by our clas de...haha..very fun..i dunnoe how to use words to tell out how this game is played..but u all can go to my class blog to take a look when it is being up load..haha..only bryan..he play till a big hole at the plants..haha..very funny..i think got video ba..haha..

today never saw dear..miss her a lot..keep looking on the photo which is on my phone wallpaper..haha..really very nice..but i dun have it in my com..if have i will up load to show to the whole world..haha..i love i a lot..haha..

today got a good news..dear dear chinese MYE get A..haha..happy for her..she very li hai ba..haha...

jus now went to bank in some money into my bank..i then noe i only left..$??...like this in my bank..OMG..im broke..no more money le..hai..die liao..next time go out dunnoe can eat what..i think only can eat grass and drink wind ba..haha...nevermind..now can save some money..then next time go out jiu can use le..haha..
today is the second day of school after the june hoilday..still dun have the mood of studying..but today after tuition..have a bit le..haha..cos during tuition..i did math..the K is a constent..haha..i noe how to do le..

we got a new time table..chinese period get lesser..and english lesson got so much..but still ok la..english still wont be so boring..haha..PE teacher changed..cos MR LIM dunnoe go where..then change an old man..still dunnoe how will his PE goes..haha..tml jiu noe le..cos tml jiu got PE..hoilday homework GEO n SS i didnt do..haha..dunnoe want to do not..haha..got then feeling then do ba..tml like got CIP..going to collect newspaper..haha..like 2 years ago??i think..wish it would be fun..haha..

3 days never see dear already..miss her so much..she having her MYE..so let her study..tml jiu finish le..after tml jiu can see her lo..haha..wish to see her now!!!i think she working very hard ba..she told me that she had done some mistake in the paper..wish that her paper will not fail..dear in the past keep getting good result..soemtime when she get bad result..she will be very sad de..i dun wish to see dear sad...but i cannot do anything only to make wish for her that her result will be good..

actually wanted to read the GEO de..but go into the wed..wow..long para sia..sian!!then forget it la..dun read..haha..

ok la..off to write another blog ba..my class blog..haha..

DADDY:can u help me to guard dear that her EXAM will pass..thank you..

` Alvan Sim Zheng Jie
` 21/11/1990
` 16 going 17
` scorpio
` MJR 5C

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